About Me

I am 36 years old (37 now)(38 now)(49 now!), single, and want to become a mother. I had my ideal of marriage, house, baby, happiness. Well, life teaches you that nothing is certain and we all need to forge our own path. This is mine. UPDATE: and baby girl makes family :) And now baby boy makes bigger family!

Friday, November 4, 2011

6 Days pa.st IU.I ....#2 and Food Meltdown

I'm not sure what happened today. I had a major food meltdown.  I had packed my day's worth of food like I have for the last two weeks. Ate breakfast, no problem, ate snack, no problem. When lunch came I just really did not like it. I was so surprised because I have enjoyed the food thus far. It was mushy, no real flavor, random vegetables in it. Weird.  So I said forget it, I'm going to the plant cafeteria. Well, there are really not good food choices there, even their salads aren't that good.  I went straight for the cravings--fried food, onion rings....and sweets, got a blueberry muffin. And some milk.  Crazy combination, but it hit the spot.
Even though it didn't make me feel good because I had been eating pretty clean for the last few weeks, I still liked it.  Here's where it gets worse....I decided I wanted to eat out my favorite food--MEXICAN for dinner. There's this one restaurant that has these 3 cheese enchiladas smothered in gravy, w/ chips, rice, guacamole...the works. And I ate every...last...bite.  But wait! You'd think that I would be stuffed and couldn't fit a single ounce more....not true. I then went for dessert and had this amazing donut w/ some more milk.

And now I am so stuffed I feel sick. No joke.  Why did I eat all that....I think I was just tired and feeling somewhat stressed.  Boy I did it big, huh.....?

Back on track tomorrow...

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