Baby girl is 2 1/2, will be 3 in a few months. So, we are working on potty training again...well, let me just say, working on taking her to the potty when it's convenient for me. I know she is ready. I just don't think I'm ready-- to halt what I am doing wherever we are to get to a potty. The other day after the bath she was running around w/ no clothes and said she had to go potty, took herself in the bathroom, jumped up on the toilet (w/no little seat on top) and proceeded to go potty. All by herself. I followed her in there just in time to see her getting the toilet paper. I was amazed. She did great. I've known for awhile she can do this....when we've been dealing w/ her bladder infections or lack thereof, we've had to have her pee in a cup. Well, when I get her on the potty, she goes on command every time.
AND....dum dum dum......she even went poopy on the potty last night!! First time with me ever!! Last night right before bed she got that look and started to walk away...I asked her if she had to go poopy and did she want to go in the potty. She said YES! pretty enthusiastically, so I said why not?....I got her up on the potty and she tells me to go away. Um, okay...I go just outside the door and hear this little voice...."sittin' on the potty....sittin' on the potty". I asked her what she was doing and she said, "Just singing". Ok.
Next thing I know she says, "mommy"...I go in there and sure enough, she had gone. I made SUCH a big deal out of it and told her how great/amazing/cool that was. Then she said go away. Once again I went around the corner....she says "mommy"....I go in there again and she left more presents.....this scene of back and forth went on for probably 10-15 minutes. She kept saying she had to go.....and she kept going. At one point she said, "squeeeeeze". It was sooo funny.
I've been holding trying full on with her until we move into the new house...I didn't want there to be so many changes all at once w/ the move....but maybe we'll try some more given how well she is doing with it and seems to want to try.
I will admit that my stomach dropped a bit when I thought about her not being in diapers anymore. It was just one of those moments where I went oh wow....my baby is no longer going to be a baby. I'm not going to have my girl in diapers anymore. It's strange because I look forward to her milestones but it seems I want to keep her my baby. I didn't realize I'd have those feelings but in all honestly, this would be the first major transition. She is still in her crib, she still drinks her bottles.
Some funnies:
Tonight we were snuggling together watching shows before bed and I turned to her and said we need to decide when we want to get her out of diapers and into big girl underwear.
I said we could get some for her just like mommy has.
She said, "No, those too big". !!
I was talking w/her the other day and think I asked her to do something and she said no.
I stuck out my lower lip like I was sad.
She said, "Just cry mommy baby, just cry".
Things she's saying now:
Everything is "Just like mine"....If we see books, or toys, or anything really she'll say, "yup yup just like my toolbox", "yup, just like my brother".
We've started the Why phase. As an example....when she went into the bathroom and saw the roll was empty she says to me, "no paper. Why mommy, why no paper?". Tonight I was doing laundry....she was calling for me from her crib so I went in to see what she needed. She asked what I was doing and I said laundry...."why mommy, why you do laundry?". For the most part, I answer her w/ a real answer, not just say because. I want her to learn and know there are reasons for things. Most of the time.
Why mommy why?
She was calling for me from her crib to come here the other night. I stuck my head in the door and asked her what she needed. She looks at me, pokes her little finger out of her crib, points to floor, and says, "No, come over heeeeere".
Just wanted to capture some of the things she says/does right now and it is just a small window into her big personality. She wants to be miss independent but often says "hold me like a baby". I comply anytime she asks.
My son, my boy....my snuggly wuggly squishy boy. I can just squeeze him all day long. He's got the right amount of babyfat to where it is super soft, and oh so fun to hold.
He is 7 months now and has hit several developmental milestones....he's sitting on his own now like a big boy. When on his belly, he's been able to push his chest up w/ his two arms and keep his head lifted up--he doesn't do this much because he doesn't like being on his tummy at all and gets "stuck"--he can't figure out how to move so just stiffens all four limbs and just cries. He's grabbing at things, looking for dropped toys....but I still can't get him to consistently hold his own bottle. I know he can do it. I honestly thinks he likes just laying there to get fed instead of working for it. I suppose I would too. He has been a droolin fool for months now. He has been chewing chewing on his hands, my hands, anything he can get his hands on, his feet..... So much so that I got a few more chew toys that are the best thing.....they are rubber-ish and have 4 prongs and a hole in the animal. It's great because he can grab many places and he won't drop it. And it has nubs, etc so it must just feel good on his gums.
He's been suffering a bit from constipation.....he's been doing a lot of grunting that poor boy...and w/ that plus his teething, his naps have suffered. BUT, I am so proud that I have gotten him to sleep much better at night. He was waking up like a newborn again but he's transitioned back into his crib for all his naps and night time. He goes to bed around 6:45pm and falls asleep maybe around 7:00pm-ish. And he's been waking here and there but able to put himself back to sleep until 6-ish am. That's just great. Now last night was odd because after putting him to bed he got super fussy so I fed him another bottle at 8pm, then he slept totally through until 6 this morning. The thing is, he still needs more sleep. He's not the best napper, but we are trying to get him on a nap schedule to help w/ that. But he continues to catnap or not nap.
But, when this kid is full and not tired, he is just so dang happy. You can't help but smile.
He is the spitting image of me too....I look in his face and see my own. His eyes and nose, for sure. Anyone who sees him or his picture says he's mama's boy, for sure.
Wednesday, May 20, 2015
Sunday, May 17, 2015
Where do I even begin?
It's been a month since I wrote. Can't believe it. Well, yes I can. I've thought about writing so many times. And then when the kids get to bed I pretty much can't muster the energy to drag out the computer, log in, and write. There have been several things I keep saying to myself to remember next time I actually log in. In fact, I am writing w/ my eyes closed at the moment. Long story about my eyes having issues....
Let's back up to the move over here.....last I wrote they were packing our stuff up and leaving us for a week w/out anything and delivering a week after that. Turns out the next several days were not that bad. We kept the TV, internet and our babysitter brought down a recliner and a few lawn chairs. I had the blow up mattress, kids had their beds. I could still pretend it wasn't super real that we really were moving. We ended up driving over here on Sunday, April 19th....planned to leave at 9am, left about 11am. We weren't exactly sure how to bring all of our stuff....even w/ movers there were things we kept behind for a week. Tried to see about getting a trailer, a truck, my car and a rental, but it ended up working fine because my babysitter rode w/ me and her nephew filled up his suv. I paid him to drive over (and back home) same day. I was super nervous how it was going to go w/ the 2 kids, a packed car, a cat, and a 5 1/2 hour drive....It went much better than I had anticipated. We drove for about an hour then pulled over to get bottles out, etc and then my babysitter squished herself between the 2 carseats in the back pretty much for the rest of the trip. She could keep them both entertained w/ portable dvd or chewy toys, etc.. Worked great for me because I could just focus on driving and not worry about the fussing behind me. We stopped one other time to just take a break, bathrooms, etc. and we got some icecream. Babygirl loves her some icecream.
We got here late Sunday and I had to go to work on Monday (when they were going to delivery all of our house stuff). We were pretty darn tired, but still unloaded everything, blew up the mattress, got the kids beds, etc. I had borrowed a camping cot for my babysitter but she preferred to sleep on the floor. Seriously. I just gave up that battle.
The next day the new nanny did start and both of them manned the house/kids/unpacking all week long. I actually stayed home Tuesday so I could help unpack and get us settled. I was so thankful my babysitter could stay all week and help 'train' the new one. She pretty much took care of the unpacking and organizing. Now, I paid for her time, of course, but it was money well spent.
The new nanny....well. Lots more to say on that one.
What has been extremely difficult is my girl has not taken to this move well at all. So much change in a short amount of time. Mama back to work full time, new house, new caretaker....she has continued to ask about the other babysitter and her daughters. How do you explain to a 2 year old they are far away now and we can't play? She keeps saying "I wanna go you car to C house, play with girls", "I miss her". All I can say is, I know baby.
Mornings have been torturous. I have had to leave the house with her screaming and clinging to me for dear life for the first few weeks. I've literally had to peel her off of me and hand her over, they hold her a few minutes so I can get out the door. Brutal. It wasn't as bad when my old babysitter was here with her, but after she went home after the first week and it was just the new one....oh wow. She wasn't havin it. I just told the new one to text when she finally calmed down because otherwise I just wouldn't be able to concentrate. Every morning when I went in her room after she woke up she would ask, "You go work?". I just couldn't lie so I would say Yes. Once she heard that--it was pretty much tears until I left the apartment. "I don wan you go work"...over and over and over. Not letting me out of her sight and following me. "You stay wiff me". "I go wiff you to work". Just reliving it now is making me anxious and so sad for her. And to top off the change for her, I have a new weekend babysitter so I can try to just manage everything I need to do w/ the remodel at the new house. And just breathe. Today I was so tired I took a nap in the L.o.wes parking lot in my time away.
What could I tell her??.....how I've managed is to just acknowledge how she feels. I would tell her that I know it's hard, we had a lot of changes....it is hard moving to all new things, but mostly I would just say, " I know baby, I understand.....I know.......I know".
On top of it all the first week we were here it seemed her bladder infection was back. She was complaining of it hurting again and I called I don't know how many pediatric offices. We are now in the suburbs. Means lots of kids. Didn't think it would be so difficult to get in to see a stinkin doctor w/ a sick kid....well, since we weren't established yet, they just wouldn't work us in. After calling around for over a few hours I said forget it, we are just going to urgent care. Long story short they started her back on antibiotics and said she had another bladder infection, but after meds didn't help and we FINALLY got in to see a pediatrician a week later (after I called back and said listen, we couldn't get in to see you guys a week ago, still problems....and it still took talking to a nurse to get us in). They did a follow up urine and sent to lab and come to find out they wouldn't have called what the urgent care tested for was an infection because it was below their threshold and theirs tested okay too. So if not a bladder infection, what does she have that is making a strong odor and hurting her? Not sure as of today, even. They suggested we watch and see....then schedule w/ a pediatric urologist. So, the appointment was made for a few weeks out and we will see.
The nanny. I really don't have the energy to type out all of the things that have happened over the last several weeks w/ her. Let's just put it in a nutshell--she isn't the person for us. It started with her wanting to start at a later date than we discussed, apparently she wanted to take a trip. Okay fine, I could see that. Then before starting said she wanted to get a sinus surgery and could she do it the second week of starting. Um, no....I worked w/ her on waiting until I could at least get back up. Since starting she sprung on me one morning she needed to go have physical therapy, but no big issue she says, for this and future appointments she could just take the kids...uh, what? Then another night texted the night before and said she had a 7 am Dr. appointment the next morning (when that is the time she is supposed to be here) the same morning I was leaving the house at 6:00am for a work trip. Guess she needed to see the dermatologist and 'forgot' I was leaving town? Then texted just the other day the night before and said her best friend was home from college, could she bring her to hang w/ her and the kids. I had texted back saying it would be okay in the afternoon, but not in the morning given how baby girl has had a hard time w/ change. Well, she showed up w/ the friend anyway. Said she didn't get my text. Sure.
Bottom line is she is young, immature, not dependable and seems to have more physical issues than anyone I know at that age....dermatologists, surgeries (several of them), physical therapies, etc etc.. long list of ailments. And, she is still on her parent's payroll. She has a dog-walker when she comes to nanny. The worst part is she had the surgery this past Thursday and texts me on Friday saying she had a bad reaction to something, was heading back to the hospital and wouldn't be able to come to work for awhile, she'd be on bedrest. What? We had already planned for her mom to come tomorrow because I assumed she wouldn't be recovered. But, with this new wrinkle she said she has to be on bedrest and maybe her mom could watch them until she is better. Oy vey.
The thing is, she had great references and experience working full time as a nanny. It's funny because I had a small little worry when I met her and told a few friends about it...but just couldn't put my finger on it. I think intuition is usually right on....now having worked w/ her for 4 weeks or so, I know why. It's not that she's not trying w/ the kids, but on top of the dependability issue, she doesn't eem to connect well w/ my girl. My boy, no prob.....he's easy and happy. And only 7 months.
My realtor friend warned me from the beginning that she was too young...but I thought it would be worth trying given no situation is perfect....she will be 20 this year by the way.
So, I've had to start my nanny search again. I talked to my realtor friend again who has a nanny in her family to see if she could network.Well, two popped up that are very experienced. I was set to interview one of them yesterday. I talked to her last week and called her at 8 am yesterday morning just to reconfirm we were set and it went to voicemail. Right then and there I knew she wasn't going to come. Sure enough, no call....no show. JEEPERS. Then I've tried to tag w/ the second one for a few weeks now and we finally met up tonight. She came at 6pm from a trip back out of town w/ her husband and child in the car waiting for her. Made me feel a bit rushed but at least she made the effort and didn't flake. She has been w/ her current family for about 8 years but the kids are now school aged and they don't need her full time. She wasn't overly warm, but my girl ran right up to her and started talking to her. That's not usual, especially now. She normally holds her arm over her eyes and says, "I shy". Not sure how this will turn out. She has an 18 month old--can't tell how old she is, late 20's, early 30's? So that makes me somewhat nervous.....will she have another one? How nurturing is she? I know now that I prefer a nanny who is older, preferably w/ their own grown children, and a mother. I just need that experience for my kids....and for me.
I actually thought we had hit the right one w/ our weekend nanny. She is from England, experienced, great personality, very bubbly and warm. I hired her for the weekend position and learned more about her current work situation. She is in a daycare that she is not too fond of and it doesn't pay well (hence why she looking for part time on weekends). She knew we were struggling from the get-go w/ our current nanny......so I just put on the table that I'd like her to consider taking us full time. She seemed excited about it, as was I.....but I gave her the job description and the next time she was here I could tell she was apprehensive.....a few things concerned her...the overnights once a month for my work travel (she has a dog), and the shopping w/ the kids. I could get over the shopping, etc but the work travel I need to do. I'm sure there was a way for us to work it out i.e. my new weekend person could have done overnights....but I just got the sense this wasn't right for her...right now. And that's fine. I'd rather have her with us on the weekends and know she is still helping us out.
So, who knows.....it is just so difficult/such a roller coaster to find the right person......and again, there is no perfect person or situation...I even thought about daycare again, but the idea of shlepping two kids out every morning and picking up and having no one to help out w/ the house stuff I need.....it just doesn't seem reasonable. And even though a nanny is super expensive, I feel pretty strongly that's still what we need to do right now.
I'm slowly fading, so I'll just attach some pictures and hope it isn't another month until I post again....
There have been some good moments along the way....
My sister was here to visit (was a good one, she did great w/ baby girl and baby boy, we laughed a time or two which hasn't happened in a while) and she left me w/ a present. SIDe note: my babysitter left and my sister came the following week. I didn't know I had to go on the work trip when I did so her flight was booked such that I was leaving on Monday morning May 4th and she was leaving on Tuesday May 5th. It worked out good, though, because she was here on one of the overnights where the new nanny had to stay. Well, my sister called me on the trip and said, new nanny has got to go. How's that for not worrying a mama when she is out of town?.
Anyway, my sister left me a present of new pajamas. My girl saw them when I first had them on and said, "What's that?". I told her they were a present from auntie. She looks at me and says, "Aw, that's so special".
HA!
This is her "Smile". Here's me: C'mon, look at the camera, say cheese, open your eyes...baby, open your eyes....Baby....c'mon, just open them.
Ah, forget it.
Although I did get her here....but now, to get the other one to have a smile too? Boy that's askin' a lot.
Hey, I got one!......
So much more to update......
Let's back up to the move over here.....last I wrote they were packing our stuff up and leaving us for a week w/out anything and delivering a week after that. Turns out the next several days were not that bad. We kept the TV, internet and our babysitter brought down a recliner and a few lawn chairs. I had the blow up mattress, kids had their beds. I could still pretend it wasn't super real that we really were moving. We ended up driving over here on Sunday, April 19th....planned to leave at 9am, left about 11am. We weren't exactly sure how to bring all of our stuff....even w/ movers there were things we kept behind for a week. Tried to see about getting a trailer, a truck, my car and a rental, but it ended up working fine because my babysitter rode w/ me and her nephew filled up his suv. I paid him to drive over (and back home) same day. I was super nervous how it was going to go w/ the 2 kids, a packed car, a cat, and a 5 1/2 hour drive....It went much better than I had anticipated. We drove for about an hour then pulled over to get bottles out, etc and then my babysitter squished herself between the 2 carseats in the back pretty much for the rest of the trip. She could keep them both entertained w/ portable dvd or chewy toys, etc.. Worked great for me because I could just focus on driving and not worry about the fussing behind me. We stopped one other time to just take a break, bathrooms, etc. and we got some icecream. Babygirl loves her some icecream.
We got here late Sunday and I had to go to work on Monday (when they were going to delivery all of our house stuff). We were pretty darn tired, but still unloaded everything, blew up the mattress, got the kids beds, etc. I had borrowed a camping cot for my babysitter but she preferred to sleep on the floor. Seriously. I just gave up that battle.
The next day the new nanny did start and both of them manned the house/kids/unpacking all week long. I actually stayed home Tuesday so I could help unpack and get us settled. I was so thankful my babysitter could stay all week and help 'train' the new one. She pretty much took care of the unpacking and organizing. Now, I paid for her time, of course, but it was money well spent.
The new nanny....well. Lots more to say on that one.
What has been extremely difficult is my girl has not taken to this move well at all. So much change in a short amount of time. Mama back to work full time, new house, new caretaker....she has continued to ask about the other babysitter and her daughters. How do you explain to a 2 year old they are far away now and we can't play? She keeps saying "I wanna go you car to C house, play with girls", "I miss her". All I can say is, I know baby.
Mornings have been torturous. I have had to leave the house with her screaming and clinging to me for dear life for the first few weeks. I've literally had to peel her off of me and hand her over, they hold her a few minutes so I can get out the door. Brutal. It wasn't as bad when my old babysitter was here with her, but after she went home after the first week and it was just the new one....oh wow. She wasn't havin it. I just told the new one to text when she finally calmed down because otherwise I just wouldn't be able to concentrate. Every morning when I went in her room after she woke up she would ask, "You go work?". I just couldn't lie so I would say Yes. Once she heard that--it was pretty much tears until I left the apartment. "I don wan you go work"...over and over and over. Not letting me out of her sight and following me. "You stay wiff me". "I go wiff you to work". Just reliving it now is making me anxious and so sad for her. And to top off the change for her, I have a new weekend babysitter so I can try to just manage everything I need to do w/ the remodel at the new house. And just breathe. Today I was so tired I took a nap in the L.o.wes parking lot in my time away.
What could I tell her??.....how I've managed is to just acknowledge how she feels. I would tell her that I know it's hard, we had a lot of changes....it is hard moving to all new things, but mostly I would just say, " I know baby, I understand.....I know.......I know".
On top of it all the first week we were here it seemed her bladder infection was back. She was complaining of it hurting again and I called I don't know how many pediatric offices. We are now in the suburbs. Means lots of kids. Didn't think it would be so difficult to get in to see a stinkin doctor w/ a sick kid....well, since we weren't established yet, they just wouldn't work us in. After calling around for over a few hours I said forget it, we are just going to urgent care. Long story short they started her back on antibiotics and said she had another bladder infection, but after meds didn't help and we FINALLY got in to see a pediatrician a week later (after I called back and said listen, we couldn't get in to see you guys a week ago, still problems....and it still took talking to a nurse to get us in). They did a follow up urine and sent to lab and come to find out they wouldn't have called what the urgent care tested for was an infection because it was below their threshold and theirs tested okay too. So if not a bladder infection, what does she have that is making a strong odor and hurting her? Not sure as of today, even. They suggested we watch and see....then schedule w/ a pediatric urologist. So, the appointment was made for a few weeks out and we will see.
The nanny. I really don't have the energy to type out all of the things that have happened over the last several weeks w/ her. Let's just put it in a nutshell--she isn't the person for us. It started with her wanting to start at a later date than we discussed, apparently she wanted to take a trip. Okay fine, I could see that. Then before starting said she wanted to get a sinus surgery and could she do it the second week of starting. Um, no....I worked w/ her on waiting until I could at least get back up. Since starting she sprung on me one morning she needed to go have physical therapy, but no big issue she says, for this and future appointments she could just take the kids...uh, what? Then another night texted the night before and said she had a 7 am Dr. appointment the next morning (when that is the time she is supposed to be here) the same morning I was leaving the house at 6:00am for a work trip. Guess she needed to see the dermatologist and 'forgot' I was leaving town? Then texted just the other day the night before and said her best friend was home from college, could she bring her to hang w/ her and the kids. I had texted back saying it would be okay in the afternoon, but not in the morning given how baby girl has had a hard time w/ change. Well, she showed up w/ the friend anyway. Said she didn't get my text. Sure.
Bottom line is she is young, immature, not dependable and seems to have more physical issues than anyone I know at that age....dermatologists, surgeries (several of them), physical therapies, etc etc.. long list of ailments. And, she is still on her parent's payroll. She has a dog-walker when she comes to nanny. The worst part is she had the surgery this past Thursday and texts me on Friday saying she had a bad reaction to something, was heading back to the hospital and wouldn't be able to come to work for awhile, she'd be on bedrest. What? We had already planned for her mom to come tomorrow because I assumed she wouldn't be recovered. But, with this new wrinkle she said she has to be on bedrest and maybe her mom could watch them until she is better. Oy vey.
The thing is, she had great references and experience working full time as a nanny. It's funny because I had a small little worry when I met her and told a few friends about it...but just couldn't put my finger on it. I think intuition is usually right on....now having worked w/ her for 4 weeks or so, I know why. It's not that she's not trying w/ the kids, but on top of the dependability issue, she doesn't eem to connect well w/ my girl. My boy, no prob.....he's easy and happy. And only 7 months.
My realtor friend warned me from the beginning that she was too young...but I thought it would be worth trying given no situation is perfect....she will be 20 this year by the way.
So, I've had to start my nanny search again. I talked to my realtor friend again who has a nanny in her family to see if she could network.Well, two popped up that are very experienced. I was set to interview one of them yesterday. I talked to her last week and called her at 8 am yesterday morning just to reconfirm we were set and it went to voicemail. Right then and there I knew she wasn't going to come. Sure enough, no call....no show. JEEPERS. Then I've tried to tag w/ the second one for a few weeks now and we finally met up tonight. She came at 6pm from a trip back out of town w/ her husband and child in the car waiting for her. Made me feel a bit rushed but at least she made the effort and didn't flake. She has been w/ her current family for about 8 years but the kids are now school aged and they don't need her full time. She wasn't overly warm, but my girl ran right up to her and started talking to her. That's not usual, especially now. She normally holds her arm over her eyes and says, "I shy". Not sure how this will turn out. She has an 18 month old--can't tell how old she is, late 20's, early 30's? So that makes me somewhat nervous.....will she have another one? How nurturing is she? I know now that I prefer a nanny who is older, preferably w/ their own grown children, and a mother. I just need that experience for my kids....and for me.
I actually thought we had hit the right one w/ our weekend nanny. She is from England, experienced, great personality, very bubbly and warm. I hired her for the weekend position and learned more about her current work situation. She is in a daycare that she is not too fond of and it doesn't pay well (hence why she looking for part time on weekends). She knew we were struggling from the get-go w/ our current nanny......so I just put on the table that I'd like her to consider taking us full time. She seemed excited about it, as was I.....but I gave her the job description and the next time she was here I could tell she was apprehensive.....a few things concerned her...the overnights once a month for my work travel (she has a dog), and the shopping w/ the kids. I could get over the shopping, etc but the work travel I need to do. I'm sure there was a way for us to work it out i.e. my new weekend person could have done overnights....but I just got the sense this wasn't right for her...right now. And that's fine. I'd rather have her with us on the weekends and know she is still helping us out.
So, who knows.....it is just so difficult/such a roller coaster to find the right person......and again, there is no perfect person or situation...I even thought about daycare again, but the idea of shlepping two kids out every morning and picking up and having no one to help out w/ the house stuff I need.....it just doesn't seem reasonable. And even though a nanny is super expensive, I feel pretty strongly that's still what we need to do right now.
I'm slowly fading, so I'll just attach some pictures and hope it isn't another month until I post again....
There have been some good moments along the way....
My sister was here to visit (was a good one, she did great w/ baby girl and baby boy, we laughed a time or two which hasn't happened in a while) and she left me w/ a present. SIDe note: my babysitter left and my sister came the following week. I didn't know I had to go on the work trip when I did so her flight was booked such that I was leaving on Monday morning May 4th and she was leaving on Tuesday May 5th. It worked out good, though, because she was here on one of the overnights where the new nanny had to stay. Well, my sister called me on the trip and said, new nanny has got to go. How's that for not worrying a mama when she is out of town?.
Anyway, my sister left me a present of new pajamas. My girl saw them when I first had them on and said, "What's that?". I told her they were a present from auntie. She looks at me and says, "Aw, that's so special".
HA!
This is her "Smile". Here's me: C'mon, look at the camera, say cheese, open your eyes...baby, open your eyes....Baby....c'mon, just open them.
Ah, forget it.
Although I did get her here....but now, to get the other one to have a smile too? Boy that's askin' a lot.
Hey, I got one!......
So much more to update......
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